Down syndrome





After I watched this movie I felt sorry for myself and really regret on what I did before… Well after get married about 5 years and still have no child, I made decision to see specialist.. I still remember what the doctor asked me why I wanted to do the treatment..I told the doctor that I have two cousins who suffered with down syndrome.. this is because my aunt get pregnant in the age of 30+…..I see how both of them struggle to make sure their daughter get what other kids get..All of them having problem in speaking…one of them able to start his school same with other normal kid because my uncle and aunt are teacher and they teach him very hard. They even bought a lot of pictures book,flash card especially from Grolier …they teach him by using computer and one of my relatives is a doctor and they always exchange their opinion about teaching down syndrown kid…I can see clearly now about the method using in this movie compare with my aunt method…The method is same but maybe the different is about the application on the method.

This movies give a huge impact for me because it realise that, having kids with down syndrown is not burden but it is blessed from our god…each word from the parents in this movie have really deep meaning and it really touched my heart….


Who Am I?



well..last week I answered the questionaire given by Dr Rosseni.. It is about self evaluation….For me…yessss I am 100% agree about the result… to be a teacher especially in private sector is not easy..we need to talk and talk and talk to convince people… Almost everyday parents came and asked about our kindergarden.. we need to convince them because the fees is very expensive. some of them even derogatory us….i think because of this experiance make me as intrapersonal people…..

I remember when Dr asked me about finding the place.. hmmm let me share with you

( forgive me en shafiee) … this story happened 6 years ago.. “majlis hantar menantu” was held at my sister in law because my late mother in law live there…I did not drive car and that the first time I went there (I met my husband for only 2 month before I married him) night my husband brought me back to our house… he droves me and i just slept because it is not funny when people kept asking me to wash the day…I drove back to my home to pack my clothes and it was at night…. my mother asked me.. “ingat ke lorong nak masuk rumah awak tu, jgn smpai sesat dlm ladang kelapa sawit plak’?….i just drove back and found out that there is no oil palm plantation…oh my god!!! it was very dark and not even have street lamp….i stop the car and searched for my hp and called my husband…when i told him i lost he just laugh at me.he came and picked me after 20 morning he asked me…”nak tau ke kat mana awak sesat smlm’?…well…i said….very far far far far away from our house kan…then he brings me there…I nearly want to jump into the canal when he pointed to me….tu haaaaa kat situ je….tau tak rumah kita kat mana? tu haaaaa kat blkg tu lepas pokok kelapa sawit…..jauh laaa sgt kannnn….? the oil palm plantation konon…pokok kelapa 20 batang je kira ladang ke?..I can see my house from there.. i asked him..why you need 20 minutes to come and take me last night? he said…well…saje je….hmmm luckily you are my husband..if not……………

thats wht I agree with my answer….DR Rosseni prove that..I am used for the term of lost girl…hahahah

Temple Gradin



Sorry for the delay… I just have my lappy back and unfortunately hehehe I went back home again last week…But before L went back home I watched the Temple Gradin movie…and this is my reflection…

 Grandin advocates early intervention to address autism, and supportive teachers who can direct fixations of the child with autism in fruitful directions. She has described her hypersensitivity to noise and other sensory stimuli. She claims she is a primarily visual thinker and has said that words are her second language. Temple attributes her success as a humane livestock facility designer to her ability to recall detail, which is a characteristic of her visual memory. Grandin compares her memory to full-length movies in her head, that can be replayed at will, allowing her to notice small details. She is also able to view her memories using slightly different contexts by changing the positions of the lighting and shadows. Her insight into the minds of cattle has taught her to value the changes in details to which animals are particularly sensitive, and to use her visualization skills to design thoughtful and humane animal-handling equipment.



1.A sincere teachers in educating students will not think about the problems faced by students but focus on finding solutions to ensure the success of students.

2.Let’s not ignore the special children because we do not know that sometimes Allah sent them to us as challenger  and who knows that  she will the one who gives us light in the future.


Second Reflection(JUVANA)

Assalamualikum…We meet again and today I want to share the reflection about JUVANA..but here is the synopsis for the story…

uvenile story begins when Daim bin Yahya (Zahiril Adzim), an introverted teenager 17 years accused of killing his mother and her boyfriend. No effort to defend himself and prove kenaifannya, the Court sentenced that he sent to the Reformatory School Wira Bakti (an NGO school) until he is old enough to be tried.

Daim horrific episodes began to be bullied by a group of students led by Alopecia (Johan As’ari). Mr. King (Bront Palarae), warden of no mercy queries just let the incident continue. School guard, Tony (Hariry) the use of force to solve the problem only worsens the situation Daim. Ariffin teacher (Beto Kusyairy) and Mr Azmee (Irfan Roslan) also took steps over the fence and refused to intervene in the case of student fights.

Just have the hope of eternal when Ms Zakiah (Izreen Azminda), a figure of guidance and counseling teachers accepted an offer to teach at the School Wirabakti. Ms Zakiah excited by the offer and aspire to guide the students in the school juveniles. However,, its work is not easily implemented because the students there mere thugs and do not want to learn. Warden King did not like the presence of Zakiah teacher because she needs more control, not the teacher. For Warden King, School Wirabakti just a prison for juvenile offenders and the only force able to control the boys.

Under the guidance of Mr Zakiah, Daim started to gain confidence when he joined the debate club. Daim dare fight back Alopecia psychological way to resolve a fight and started to get support from other students. However, what Daim and his teacher did not know is Zakiah hearts Warden King is seen as if agree with the positive changes taking place in the school. Daim and his teacher Zakiah is facing a life-threatening than those who do not find favor with their actions.

Now.. this is what i got from the movie:

In seeking companions to protect us, we should find the one who can guide us towards goodness and together lead us towards the right path. Friends must willing to accept our weakness and help to overcome the weaknesses in a way that is true and blessed by God.

It is not not easy to be a leader. Sometimes we feel great and we can protect the people around us. we hope that they are comfortable with us. but we forget how we made ​​them suffered

Every person has a desire to become a leader .Can we become a leader in remembered with all the goodness when we leave them?

All parents dream to have good son and successful. Therefore parents do not have to give up to give encouragement and blessing to their children even they make them disappointed.

to fight against injustice and evil, we do not need strength. sometimes they were just beaten by the words that come out of the non-bony tongue.


Lastly, these are my digital message.. Thank you to Farah Hafizah for helping me to do it  and stay with me from 12pm to 4 pm just to help me..hehehehe









We meet again!! This semester is different because it seem that we need to comprehend on the material given by our belove lecture Dr Rosseni. I really glad that I am able to join her group but a little bit sad and worried because this semester I need ti fight by myself….not with Farah,Shira,FNS and also Safwan. I believe that it is good for me right now to become more independent but I wont feel any harm for me asking for their help…. 


When I saw the title of the movies that we need to watch, I feel very happy because Imran really good leader. He really helps us by giving a lot of tips and also links for us. How ever when I saw the first movie (Juvana) …Oh my god…How am I going to watch that movies… I never watch it before…I afraid of horror and the movies with full of  gangster ism. Until now, I still did not have gut to watch it…


Well……… I already watch the second movies…

Taare Zameen Par

This is a good movie and I still remember that I watch it with my sister who works as a teacher at Lahad Datu. We even shared our point of view  in teachers, parents,schools and even government perspectives.  Just now I called her and told her….” hey sis.. I am going to use what we discussed before and I am going to write it in my blog”…. She said that “well… don’t be too emotional.. “…So here it is…



Teachers can not ego in their careers. They must learn to accept change and embrace change in order to improve the quality of education. sometimes we forget that some of our pupils will be one step forward of us, but let’s not forget that there is among our students who are not able to hold our hand any more. Should we just ignore them?

Teachers must have knowledge and creativity in teaching. Be sensitive to the needs of students is very important in ensuring that students do not drop out.Teachers sometimes easy to forget that not all learning of techniques that can be taught to all students . Not all students are also admitted their inability to teachers. It is very important for teachers to be flexible in the classroom. Weak pupils usually prefer to use total physical response tecnique. This is because learning through experience help them to remember the process.Therefore, teachers should not be ego in defense of their teaching techniques and learn to accept the fact that the way we never perfect. When we find ways to improve the way of  our  teaching technique  that means we are the  teacher who are able to help our students in their learning

Teachers sometimes can be  savior but sometimes  can be a  killer . Not all teachers realize that by killing the soul and spirit of the students, this will make them a vengeful person and trauma even  give up their lives. Therefore, the teacher is not just an educator who get paid every month but also  person who replaced the role of a mother and father in the organization of the school. 

I think thats all that I can share for tonight and I hope all of you satisfied with that. I just give the moral value in teacher perspectives because we are future teachers… Good night and…….. about the reflection for JUVANA…… let me raise my courage to watch it and I promise to watch it as soon as possible.. I hope……







Wow… week but  It was  a fantastic week for me… all the video made by group were really amazed me…they rally talented and also full with ideas..  I think all of them show 100% of their hard work  here and they really can work in group…i hope tey really get the message given by all the videos that they watched…

          I think Dr Rosseni is a great lecturer because she really help all of us  to achieve our target…before this, I really hate computer class and when I joined this class I did not feel any pressure and did not realize that I already already have my own blog(which I never dream to have one before), made video even though I just help my team member to do it but at least I learn something which can make makes me feel better towward technology…The most important thing is, I made all the work given by Dr Rossseni without any burden..I hope she can maintain this method for her next students and I hope if someone who is facing the same problem like me will get the same result as I got at the final week of lesson…

finally, thank you..thank you…thank you for those who help me a lot during this class!!!!

here are some picture that can make me smile every time I see it…









Well…Just found out that I miss one post here…Well I remember that week 13, We had class with En Helmi because Umi went to my hometown..Terengganu…En Helmi teach us on how to use Photoshop for our poster. We need to produce poster for our presentation. I tried it by myself according to what En Helmi showed on the white screen.. I choose the photo to edit with the photo shop.


He show us step by step.. but suddenly my photo did not turn out just like what he did.. so fatin raised up her hand and called him to help me….I am so embarrassed   with it because all my classmate can do it easily.. He told me what was my mistake…I really enjoy the class because it is fun and easy for me.. After I learned about it,I tried to do it at my younger brother`s house… my Younger sister who studied at UIA showed her shocking face when she saw me using the photoshop…She also helps me to edit my wedding pictures even though it was about 5 years ago pictures.. I asked her to print it out and she promised to print it for me and ask her friend  to put his final touch on my pictures so its will turn out more beautiful. 

This is the example of what I had done in the class.